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08:28pm 09/11/2012
Well, I’m volunteering at the Gaming Expo tomorrow and I’m a bit scared because of the guys (yes, plural) who like me. I have huge intimacy issues when it comes to men, even though I’m totally okay with and crave platonic love from people, serious non-platonic stuff scares me. XD I don’t know if it is because I was raised ultra-conservative or because fell in love hard once and that didn’t work out and dating is always fairly horrible so I’m scared off forever but… there you go.

What I should do is be straight and say I’m not interested in dating right now. But I tried that and it didn’t work. :(

So now I’m reading articles on the friend-zone in attempts to figure out how men’s brains work and I’m still no closer to figuring out what to do. Besides growing a couple of balls myself. I dunno.

D: I feel kind of dumb because I’m old and I should have this crap figured out by now. My roommate said I should avoid places like conventions where guys are and that’s not going to happen because I love hanging out with people like myself.

I end up hanging out around this one particular guy because he shows no interest in me whatsoever. Strangely enough his lack of interest makes me like him a little bit more than the interested folk. Which is messed up I know. -_-
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11:58pm 11/11/2012 (UTC)
Raina: Reflection of Amalthea
Funny, I never get hit on at all when I attend Otakon. I think the closest to a mutual flicker of interest was this one year I was heading with the crowd toward a down escalator and a cute Asian man in Army fatigues was sitting against a wall fiddling with his cell phone. Our eyes happened to meet and we smiled at one another. Oh and he wasn't a cosplayer, he was an ACTUAL soldier. I have no idea what he was doing there but I'll always remember he had a nice smile. :)

"I feel kind of dumb because I’m old and I should have this crap figured out by now."

You're not alone. I haven't figured out that crap either. :P You and I are pretty much in the same boat when it comes to these sorts of things, I've noticed, lol.
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