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07:33pm 07/11/2012
 
 
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I'm fairly sure work is trying to kill me again. I even have dreams of my coworker telling me to get out while I still can because my boss is trying to kill me. Today I went home nauseous and sick because I couldn't hack it. My trainee/future replacement was completely understanding. I adore her, and want her to do well and take over the job.

SO. BAD. PLEASE TAKE MY JOB.

It pisses me off that I'm forced to this. I made it a whole week and a half. The constant pressure to get the job done and train new girl at the same time is impossible to bare in the long run.

The doctor gave me a note saying that I should be on leave effective yesterday (stress leave) and while I'm not going to use it, it's highly tempting. It's an out a least, and if I continue to deteriorate I might have to use it. If I wait until they let me go I might be too worn out and tired to launch into job hunting right away and it might be a long struggle to get back on my feet again.

It's a real sucky situation to be in.

Anyway, I think Nano is off this year. I was fairly sure it was off before November even began but this kind of put a nail in the coffin. I write 30k a month anyway, on average, and 10-15k on my "off" months. I know how to write, I just need to finish. And right now with all the stress at work I just can't pull off Nano.

In happier news I went to the convention on Saturday dressed up as Vriska and loved every moment of it. Homestuck fans are awesome. I posted about it here:
Anime Evolution - Homestuck photos

That is all.
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 zoi_no_miko
 
04:01am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv
TAKE THE STRESS LEAVE.
 
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 spacefille
 
06:04am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
M: worried rev
I already took stress leave two years ago though... D: at the same job.
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 zoi_no_miko
 
06:10am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv
Yeah, which maybe says something about the job. Like they're fucking you up, and should have to be responsible for getting you better. Especially if they're trying to turf you. TAKE THE LEAVE.
 
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 zoi_no_miko
 
06:15am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv: White Love Story
(psst, are you texting me from BC?)
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 spacefille
 
07:00am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
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Yeah but I have moblilicity so it's "free" everywhere for me. I kinda forgot that not everyone is the same. XD I'll stop if it is costing you $.
 
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 zoi_no_miko
 
01:03pm 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv
Oh no not at all, I just didn't have that number in my phone so I had no clue XD is that new/current cell number?

*LOVES*
 
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 spacefille
 
06:07am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
M: worried rev
... should I look country wide? I haven't really considered moving but it might be something to throw up there for consideration.

But yes, I'm mostly looking in the Vancouver area. One day I might bite the bullet and go back to Calgary... not sure if that's something I want to do yet.

I know two co-workers who have made their way to Toronto and settled...
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 spacefille
 
06:08am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
M: worried rev
Thanks *offers internet hugs* ^^
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 el_corbinism
 
05:58am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
Corbin
I am jealous of your off months. I'm only 3K words into nano :(
 
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 robina1984
 
06:27am 08/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
Robina
What for you risking your health for a job that's firing you? They don't appreciate you. Take the leave and use the time to check for opportunities.

Take care of yourself!
 
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 ravenshaelo
 
09:36am 09/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
Tamara: ShiftyBear
Honestly, I'd say fuck em and take the stress leave. This is definitely not worth your health.

Would totally love to see you in Calgary again, but I understand Vancouver is lovely. I wanna go back.
University classes are kicking my ass, so I'm not sure when I'll get back out there. Especially considering my one time out there was with the ex's family.
Anyway, hang in there.

Do what is best for YOU!
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 lady_ganesh
 
03:26am 11/11/2012 (UTC)
 
 
Good grief, it's a running gag: i will rip your legs off
I'm so sorry. I want to go beat them up for you. It's so draining to have people at work not believe in you.

::hugs::

oh, thank you for my Halloween v-gift too. ♥
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