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12:58pm 13/10/2010
 
 
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Two days in back to work and I'm already faltering. The feeling of being trapped is returning, threatening to overwhelm.

I'm at a cross roads... I either deal with it somehow or I cease to exist. But I can't remain in limbo.
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 bunnynumber13
 
09:40pm 13/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Raina: Trapped Inside
I know exactly how you feel. In my case, I'm not just saying it. I've been there. *hugs* Hang in there hon.
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 spacefille
 
06:34am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
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thanks, you too *hugs back* And you'd better hang in there as well ^^
 
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 zoi_no_miko
 
12:06am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv: White Love Story
*hugggs*

What are you working towards? Did you ever figure that out, love?
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 spacefille
 
06:06am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
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Um... surviving?

I've been reading old opendiary journal entries from 9 years ago but chibi-me had no insights either... beyond a mention of getting married at around age 25 and popping out babies lol
 
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 zoi_no_miko
 
06:28am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv
Wow, open diary still exists? Or did you download it before the site went kaput?

I think if you're only focus is surviving it's not going to get you through... surviving is a monotony and in the end meaningless if that's all there is to it...
There has to be some kind of dream left, right? Even if it's just a little one?
 
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 spacefille
 
03:44pm 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
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No. Just no. I had once upon a time... now I don't know. I don't especially enjoy doing anything for long periods of time. I learn something and then when I know everything I get bored. I stayed at the Source by Circuit City for so long cause I loved my boss and my customers. What I need is a job where I can help people. I told my psych that and she sent me back to work. Here.
 
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 zoi_no_miko
 
03:47pm 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
CEO, Air Perv: White Love Story
Aww, I wish you could come here and work with me, I think you'd love working for Enmax. <3

Regardless, that sounds like a goal to me. Now you just need to decide how - will something as simple as retail do it, or do you want to go all the way and do something like social services? And what about volunteering?

ETA: Honestly, when I ended things with the first girlfriend, my only goal was to work somewhere that would let me make enough money to go to Japan. Dreams don't have to be big or even long term. Just -something-, right?

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 spacefille
 
06:09am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
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*hugs back*
 
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 spacefille
 
06:07am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
M
thank you *hugs you back* I appreciate it very much
 
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 spacefille
 
06:10am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
M
lol still can't burn down my office building XD Jail does not help life much either~!
 
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 spacefille
 
06:08am 14/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
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Thanks Kes *hugs you* I miss talking to you, we should catch up on aim sometime :)
 
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 lady_ganesh
 
04:08am 16/10/2010 (UTC)
 
 
Good grief, it's a running gag: lotus
::hugs::
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