Todays word is "patience".
I was being impatient by wanting to buy a house right away even though I have massive credit card debt and bills to pay.
Then today my co-worker told me she can't take care of Duo anymore. Which means I'm back to trying to find Duo a place to live.
So the buying a super cheap house in the middle of nowhere idea is out, I need to pay off my credit card debt first. Having no savings and moving to a new house = bad idea.
I feel better now. It was too much, I was pushing too hard to make it happen. I need to sit back, relax and take my time.
I need to find a new job, here in town, that I don't hate quite so much.
I also still intend to sell all my stuff. Why? Because hording stuff becomes near impossible to deal with after 28 years. So I will be *slowly* placing my stuff up for sale... probably a few auctions at a time or so...
I wanted to say, thank you so so much for those of you who have supported me this far and bought stuff off of me or donated money. All of that money has gone towards paying for the kitten's vet bills.
I hope that one day owning a house will be possible and then I will invite you all out to my house warming. But for now I need to get back on my feet again first. And find someone to adopt poor sad Duo... ^^